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The way I love
There’s nothing complicated about the way I want you
Wholly, simply
Your head nestled against my chest
Softly stroking your hair
Whispering a thousands ways of caring
Soothing your worries away
My curves shaped to the palm of your hands
Lips pressed to my aching forehead
Gentle clinging to your side
My nose buried in your shoulder
Blood pressure dropping with each inhalation
Low light fading to a warm room
Blankets half thrown off
Tell me anything and everything you want to say
Let me grant you a space
Between my shoulders
Where life stops moving as it takes a moment
To drink deeply of a kindness
That exists only for your benefit
A drive to preserve your smile
An aching that accompanies each slip
Of the corner of your lips
That rejoices as you blossom, and grow
Daisy that you are
You are someone to be preserved and protected
Frightening though that may seem
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Spineless
I cling desperately to the idea of him
I try standing on my own, my weak legs cave
He washes away the doubt beneath my feet like sand
Leaving no foundation for me to stand on
Inadvertently, unaware, without even knowing my name
He became my salvation, a glowing spot of happiness
At a time where I had none
Filled me with redemption I could not create for myself
I'm so spineless, unable to live without love, or hope
Standing on my own with cool logic
Warm, glowing, proudly independent
These are words which never described me
What if one day I looked him eye to eye
And could not be seen as his equal?
Could I stand beside him as his friend?
Would I burden him with my self-doubt?
The true impossibility of my hopes
Lie not in distance, or invisibility, status
But in my unsuitability to being someone
Able to give the happiness once given to me
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Literature
Honey
Golden, warm
Nectar of wildflowers
Rich, sweet, amber-colored
You remind me of a sunset
Of sweet honey, running down my throat
I want to peel back your waxed comb
Taste the gold underneath
Catch the droplets on my fingertips
Touch them to my lips
And wonder how anyone could be so sweet
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Literature
Baptism
Baptize me
I’m well over my ankles
Though this river doesn’t flow from Jordan
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At the airport
Sitting patiently at the airport
Listening to three languages at any given time
Hundreds of people have passed by me
I’m amazed to think all of them have names, lives, stories
I’m even more amazed when considering
Ain’t a damn one of them quite like you
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Literature
Falling asleep
I’m lying awake thinking about you
I’m gently wrapped in warmth
My mind is relaxing
I daydream about my night dreams
My smile is soft, my eyes are closed
I wonder what you feel like
I think of futures ranging from the possible, to the improbable
To the impossible
Even the least of these
May be granted in my visions tonight
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Literature
28 reasons you make me feel this way
One, your voice hits my heart like 1000 volts
Two, sometimes your word choice isn't the best, but the meaning still comes through
Three, you're passionate about life
Four, either you have no fears, or you are able to keep going in spite of them
Five, you have an incredibly sweet giggle
Six, you value the connections between people first and foremost
Seven, you're bashful at your most outgoing moments
Eight, you tell your friends how much you love them
Nine, you think carefully because you recognize the importance of little decisions
Ten, you think with consideration for others first in your mind
Eleven, you say "Why not?"
Twelve, you are warm
Thirteen, you stare at beauty with the wonder of a child
Fourteen, you have an awkward smile
Fifteen, your bad memories still affect you
Sixteen, you have the will to keep moving forward anyway
Seventeen, you always try to find something of value
Eighteen, you have constructed happiness for yourself
Nineteen, you share that happiness with others
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Sunshine
He is the sound that sunlight makes
When it wakes the earth each morning
He is the name that resonates
Each night my lips drip with yearning
He is the joy of a daisy
White chains linked with sweet giggling
Sometimes he calls himself crazy
But I love his eyes' twinkling
His inner strength shines strong and warm
He's known pain, but isn't hiding
His gratitude for friends takes form
In happiness he's providing
He is the love I remembered
I thought it was the sun shining
Instead on him my heart centered
Silently my soul is chiming
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Transformation
Ether drips from my lips
Melting the plate over my chest
Ice crystals form at the toes of my doubt
Love gushes from my fingertips
Ether continues to drip from my lips
Roses blossom in my throat
Opening my mouth, blush pink petals erupt
Silk threads descend from between my legs
A puddle forms at my feet
Love is pouring from my fingertips
Ether flows from the corners of my lips
Saline water cleanses my skin
Bathed in silver light
Iridescent in the melody of laughter
Resounding in the fluid within my bare chest
Observe my transformation
Underwater, submerged in ether dripping from my lips
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Let it go?
I turn to my friends and tell them that I've been hurt
Betrayed by men who told me they loved me
Stabbed in the back by my self-inflicted isolation
Comforted by the friends whose forgiveness I depend on
I tell them that I'm haunted by questions
Regarding my own incompetence, and my loneliness
And I'm told to let it go, to not let sad thoughts fill me
To forget everything, to move on
How can I let go of my sadness, my loneliness, my resentment?
These are the only feelings I have left
On the days when I'm not hurting
I feel nothing
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Things I never told you
It's been not quite two weeks
Since I began carving you out of my life
I think right now I've purged you from all but my thoughts
And now the healing can begin
Things I never told you
That built up behind my bitten tongue
For five years while you took my patience for granted
Have suddenly been freed
Talking to you is like speaking to a brick wall
It was exhausting to carry on conversation
While I was the only one talking between us
And you responded with nothing but about three different default phrases
I always had to find out about your daily life
Through your mother
Because you considered details about others as trivial gossip
It made me feel like you were excluding me
You seldom picked up the phone
And called me first
And when you did you apologized for bothering me
I wish you had called me more often
When I said I want my birthday gift to be a surprise
That doesn't mean I expected you to read my mind
It meant that I want anything that has your flavor in it
You were always focused
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Literature
A visionary in the thankless art of speaking
You are consumed with being alive
The quality of that life feels secondary to you
You find yourself incapable of persuasion
Words fail you when you keep your mouth closed
"I don't bother with that crap, ain't gonna change nobody's mind anyway."
Did you want to live in a world where no amount of gentle correction of the ignorant
Education of the stupid, or wrist slaps of the downright hateful
Could bring about a shifting attitude?
Did you fail to see a change from one moment to the next?
Did your desire to sway hearts fall on its face?
What people often fail to grasp is that this world does not belong to them alone
The failing of our past generations was in the belief that their actions affected only themselves
That world existed for them alone
And the world now exists for us alone
When in reality the words that fall from your lips will echo across the lives of your daughters
And their daughters, and their daughters, and their daughters...
Have you ever felt the weight of that responsib
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Literature
Let's play
"Hey, guys, it's chuggaaconroy!"
He says, and thousands are doused in auditory sunshine
The near-fluid light of a backlit screen glows in warm colors
As I step into the rippling pond of a fantasy land
A mirror for the heart of the master
Performing his art at the other end of a wire
Reflecting the cheer in his voice, rising in pitch as it counts time with a tone-deaf ear
The 3D model, the sprite tumbling across the screen
Met with a child's laugh as a crucial jump is miscalculated
And it tumbles into an abyss with irritated glee
"D'oh, I missed!"
Have you ever heard the sound of a smile?
It's more than a laugh
It is the vocal nuances of a soul who has mastered the art of enjoyment
And spreads that selfsame joy like shining droplets
Dripping down countless blades of withering grass
Springing up verdant for the next day
Waiting to read the next words: "Let's Play"
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Circle Time with the Links: Underwear
Nicknames:
Bacchus- BotW LinkBelle- ALBW LinkChoochoo- ST LinkCloud- SS LinkGramps- WW/PH LinkNymph- Zelda I/AL LinkPink- ALttP/Oracle/LA LinkPupper- TP LinkTime- OoT/MM Link
And another note:
(insert text) = inner thoughts
*insert text* = actions
Circle Time
Pupper: *is holding Time's hat, which is stuffed with paper slips* Okay everybody, did you put your question in? You know the rules; once we draw, everybody has to answer whatever question is written down.
Pink: б(>ε<)∂ Yeah, come on, let's get on with it!
Choochoo: (≧∀≦) OOH, OOH, LET ME DRAW! I WANNA DRAW!
Pupper: Okay... Gramps, since you're being nice and quiet, you can be the one to draw.
Gramps: Geez, thanks big brother! *reaches in to grab a slip*
Choochoo: (ー ー; ) Awww...
Gramps: *pulls out a slip of paper and reads it to himself* O.O Uh, guys, I think we need to pick another one.
Bacchus: What
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Literature
Capabilities
There is a difference between the things I want to do
And the things I am capable of doing
Deeper than a river-cut gorge
I grasp stones between my hands and swing them around
Tossing them over the gap
Where they land on the weathering outcrop
A dull thud among dried reeds and thistles
A foundation for the home I will never live in
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A list of reasons
I could fill a book,
With reasons why I like you,
So special in my eyes,
Unique, one of a kind, different,
You talk about things in such a way,
That your words draw me in,
And distract me from my sadness,
So sweet and kind to me,
With beautiful thoughts,
That always make me smile,
And touches my heart, my soul,
Giving me hope and comfort,
Comforting when I cry,
Making me laugh when I’m sad,
Or tired or bored,
Sharing your knowledge,
Helping me solve my little problems,
Letting me get close to you,
To ask you about your thoughts,
With such honesty,
And you have so much understanding,
When hearing thoughts of my own,
I could list many reasons more,
But a simple poem could never list them all.
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Fantasy hug
If I close my eyes,
I can almost feel your arms around me,
Gently placed around my waist,
Holding me close,
So very close,
And not wanting to let go,
Such a warm embrace,
That has yet to exist,
But one day it will be a reality,
Instead of mere fantasy.
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Kiss
I want to taste the sweetness of your lips,
To close my eyes,
And become lost in a kiss,
Deep and everlasting,
Or maybe I could gaze into your eyes,
And become lost in them too,
Soft lips, rough lips,
I do not care,
As long as they kiss me with love,
What could be more sweet,
Than a loved filled kiss?
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Valentine's Day was a few days ago, and I felt it weird that I didn't write anything for it despite being a romance writer. Anyway, I'm gonna do this instead. :D Apparently these asks were on Tumblr, but I took them from PinkPrincessBlossom.

1: Do you have a crush at the moment? - Somehow, yes.
2: Have you ever been deeply in love? - I don't know how to love any other way.
3: Longest relationship you've ever been in? - 5 years.
4: Have you ever changed for someone? - I've changed my behavior, but not myself.
5: How is your relationship with your ex? - I burned that bridge.
6: Have you ever been cheated on? - Not that I know of, and I wouldn't forgive anyone who did. 
7: Have you ever cheated? - Not technically.
8: Would you date someone who's well known for cheating? - No. That behavior doesn't change, and feeling like I'm not enough to satisfy someone ruins my self-esteem. 
9: What's the most important part of a relationship? - Understanding that it is no longer about "me," it is about "us." If you truly care about somebody, putting your relationship with them first will come naturally.
10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings? - Serious relationships. I go into relationships seeking connection, so it tends to last. 
11: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"? - I've never run into a situation where this seemed like a viable option, but I can see where it would beneficial to others.
12: How many people have you ever hooked up with? - 2
13: What's one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship? - Using someone as a fallback from a previous heartbreak.
14: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex? - Whenever they are mature enough to understand the social, emotional, and physical consequences of their actions.
15: Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"? - It really depends. Age differences matter more when you're younger especially. But if you're overage, just don't fuckin' date minors.
16: Do you believe in "love at first sight"? - I believe in attraction at first sight.
17: Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet? - Yes. I've done it before.
18: What do you consider a deal breaker? - If they don't support my career, or have no goals in life. I don't mean like they have to have plans to get rich, I mean that I want someone who wants to do something meaningful rather than just floating along.
19: How do you know it's time to end a relationship? - When you realize you are being hurt more than you are benefiting, and the other person is not willing to change that.
20: Are you currently in a relationship? - No.
21: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends? - There are plenty of examples of this, so I would have to say yes. It's something I struggle with myself though, because I tend to have very serious relationships with proportionately heartbreaking endings.
22: Do you think people should date their friends? - I actually find the best relationships are those with someone you can be or have been friends with.
23: How many relationships have you had? - 5
24: Do you think love can last forever? - I want to believe this.
25: Do you believe love can conquer all things? - I believe it can, but it's up to people's choices and actions to allow it to do so. 
26: Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of? - It depends on their reason for not approving of them, but I believe a good parent should never make their child choose between family and their partner unless they are with someone genuinely bad for them.
27: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be? - If you have to beg for attention, you're with the wrong person.
28: Do you think long distance relationships can work? - Yes, and I've made it work, although over time it can be quite wearing.
29: What do you notice first about another person? - Usually laughs. A warm laugh is a good way to get my attention.
30: Are you straight, bi, gay, asexual, or pansexual? - Bisexual. 
31: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness? - I've dated someone with mental illnesses. I was ready to support them, and I was not bothered by it. What bothered me was that they did not seek help or try any treatment at all, which worried me to no end for their sake. I hated seeing someone I love just allow themselves to suffer without even allowing the possibility for something better than what they have.
32: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship? - I wouldn't call it abusive, but I've certainly been in an unhealthy relationship.
33: Do you want to get married one day? - Very much.
34: What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed? - Okay fine, but only if we're already married.
35: Could you be in a relationship without sex? - I can, although sex after a certain period of time does make me feel closer to the person, as well as in and of itself being a wonderful way to express how I feel.
36: Are you still a virgin? - No.
37: What's more important: Looks or personality? - Personality. Doesn't matter how good you look now, because one day you're lively to be old and ugly, unless you die first. Looks don't last. Personalities change too, but at their core people remain the same.
38: Do you enjoy love films? - Sometimes.
39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses? - Yes
40: Have you ever had a valentine? - No, although I've always wanted to have one... My ex only made valentines plans with me because his mom stepped in.
41: What's your imagination of a "perfect date"? - Steak for dinner, Mario Party 6, then cuddles and anime until we fall asleep. In that order.
42: Have you ever read "Romeo & Juliet"? - For English class. Least romantic story ever.
43: What's more important: Your partner or your friends? - A good partner will never make you choose between the two. 
44: Would you consider yourself "romantic"? - Oh, definitely. I'm a hopeless romantic, and frankly a bit love-obsessed, if only because I'm lonely.
45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends? - Maybe?
46: Have you ever been "friendzoned"? - I think so? Maybe in high school, but I honestly don't remember. xD
47: Which "famous couple" is your favorite? - Shit, famous couples divorce so often they aren't reliable role models on that front. 
48: What's your favorite love song? - I don't listen to a lot of love songs, but some songs that really hit me are
Blue by Beyoncé (it's about her daughter but it expresses a very pure kind of love)
January Wedding by The Avett Brothers
49: Have you ever broken someone's heart? - Yes 
50: If you're single, why do you think you are? - Because I am difficult to understand, highly emotional, and a bit strange.
51: Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice guy? - Poor but nice guy, and I'll make my own money.
52: Are you good at giving other people advices regarding dating/ relationships? - I've been told so, but my advice tends to be heavily driven by ideals.
53: Are you jealous of couples when you're single? - A little. I just don't want to be lonely anymore.
54: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)? - Not important at all? I get my friends and family wanting to know but I think the idea of a relationship being "official" is a bit arbitrary.
55: Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"? - Not jealous or clingy, but definitely overly attached. And like I said I do get lonely easily and I often need reassurance that I am in fact loved.
56: Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship? - Not intentionally.
57: Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart? - I know what it's like to want to die after a breakup, because it feels like part of you has already died. It hurts so much. Those feelings aren't silly, they're understandable. But acting on them, now that's unwise. If I had acted on my feelings at them time, I wouldn't be able to move forward like I am now.
58: Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship? - Relationships are about partnership, not domination and submission.
59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary? - No 
60: What's your opinion on open relationships? - Consent is everything, but there's even more to it. You should only consent to an open relationship if you feel genuinely okay with it, not to satisfy what you think your partner wants. You know what? Fuck, Imma tell a story. My ex never felt good enough for me, whom he idolized, a fact that kept him distant from me for our entire relationship and kept me emotionally unsatisfied. He would do anything for me, get anything for me, but what he never seemed to get was that I only ever wanted him. That was it. I loved him, and all I wanted was him. But he stayed distant from me anyway. I was lonely, and when I talked to him about this, rather than try to change his behavior, he would just encourage me to seek solace in another partner. It hurt me a lot when he said this. Once again, invalidating how much I loved him. After a while that hurt turned to resentment, and when the opportunity presented itself I made a split-second decision to avail myself of his offer. I was at my wit's end, desperate, and this was my last way of calling out to him that I needed him. I let him know before I did anything, got permission, he told me to have fun. And so I did, I'll admit. I love having sex, and I think viewing that as dirty is a very immature way of seeing adult relationships. ANYWAY, a few days later he was standing on a bridge about to pour a quart of bleach down his throat because he felt "abandoned." :') Abandoned by someone whom he told to abandon him, by someone who had endured long-distance, and neglect, and a number of things wrong in our relationship for the sake of love, because I always saw him as worth it even while I was being hurt. But was it my fault? Maybe, but if he had been honest and obliged his own feelings, if only had put as much effort into making me feel loved as he did into trying to push me away, then I probably would have NEVER wanted to sleep with someone else in the first place.
61: Who's more important: Your partner or your family? - Good family doesn't make you choose, and a good partner doesn't make you choose.
62: How do you define "cheating"? - Basically if you have lie about it, it's cheating.
63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate? - This will differ from couple to couple. But once again, a good test is whether you feel the need to lie about it. If you do, you probably shouldn't be doing it.
64: Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated? - The marketing is, but showing someone you appreciate them will never be overrated. 
65: Would you consider yourself a "cuddler"? - Oh yeah. Big time. I'll cuddle all day. I'll snuggle right up and stay there until you make me move.
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Not actually a PhD yet, but I study forensic anthropology. In my free time, I write poetry and Legend of Zelda fanfictions. I love the Hero of Twilight best, but there is room in my heart for every Link.

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Valentine's Day was a few days ago, and I felt it weird that I didn't write anything for it despite being a romance writer. Anyway, I'm gonna do this instead. :D Apparently these asks were on Tumblr, but I took them from PinkPrincessBlossom.

1: Do you have a crush at the moment? - Somehow, yes.
2: Have you ever been deeply in love? - I don't know how to love any other way.
3: Longest relationship you've ever been in? - 5 years.
4: Have you ever changed for someone? - I've changed my behavior, but not myself.
5: How is your relationship with your ex? - I burned that bridge.
6: Have you ever been cheated on? - Not that I know of, and I wouldn't forgive anyone who did. 
7: Have you ever cheated? - Not technically.
8: Would you date someone who's well known for cheating? - No. That behavior doesn't change, and feeling like I'm not enough to satisfy someone ruins my self-esteem. 
9: What's the most important part of a relationship? - Understanding that it is no longer about "me," it is about "us." If you truly care about somebody, putting your relationship with them first will come naturally.
10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings? - Serious relationships. I go into relationships seeking connection, so it tends to last. 
11: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"? - I've never run into a situation where this seemed like a viable option, but I can see where it would beneficial to others.
12: How many people have you ever hooked up with? - 2
13: What's one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship? - Using someone as a fallback from a previous heartbreak.
14: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex? - Whenever they are mature enough to understand the social, emotional, and physical consequences of their actions.
15: Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"? - It really depends. Age differences matter more when you're younger especially. But if you're overage, just don't fuckin' date minors.
16: Do you believe in "love at first sight"? - I believe in attraction at first sight.
17: Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet? - Yes. I've done it before.
18: What do you consider a deal breaker? - If they don't support my career, or have no goals in life. I don't mean like they have to have plans to get rich, I mean that I want someone who wants to do something meaningful rather than just floating along.
19: How do you know it's time to end a relationship? - When you realize you are being hurt more than you are benefiting, and the other person is not willing to change that.
20: Are you currently in a relationship? - No.
21: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends? - There are plenty of examples of this, so I would have to say yes. It's something I struggle with myself though, because I tend to have very serious relationships with proportionately heartbreaking endings.
22: Do you think people should date their friends? - I actually find the best relationships are those with someone you can be or have been friends with.
23: How many relationships have you had? - 5
24: Do you think love can last forever? - I want to believe this.
25: Do you believe love can conquer all things? - I believe it can, but it's up to people's choices and actions to allow it to do so. 
26: Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of? - It depends on their reason for not approving of them, but I believe a good parent should never make their child choose between family and their partner unless they are with someone genuinely bad for them.
27: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be? - If you have to beg for attention, you're with the wrong person.
28: Do you think long distance relationships can work? - Yes, and I've made it work, although over time it can be quite wearing.
29: What do you notice first about another person? - Usually laughs. A warm laugh is a good way to get my attention.
30: Are you straight, bi, gay, asexual, or pansexual? - Bisexual. 
31: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness? - I've dated someone with mental illnesses. I was ready to support them, and I was not bothered by it. What bothered me was that they did not seek help or try any treatment at all, which worried me to no end for their sake. I hated seeing someone I love just allow themselves to suffer without even allowing the possibility for something better than what they have.
32: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship? - I wouldn't call it abusive, but I've certainly been in an unhealthy relationship.
33: Do you want to get married one day? - Very much.
34: What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed? - Okay fine, but only if we're already married.
35: Could you be in a relationship without sex? - I can, although sex after a certain period of time does make me feel closer to the person, as well as in and of itself being a wonderful way to express how I feel.
36: Are you still a virgin? - No.
37: What's more important: Looks or personality? - Personality. Doesn't matter how good you look now, because one day you're lively to be old and ugly, unless you die first. Looks don't last. Personalities change too, but at their core people remain the same.
38: Do you enjoy love films? - Sometimes.
39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses? - Yes
40: Have you ever had a valentine? - No, although I've always wanted to have one... My ex only made valentines plans with me because his mom stepped in.
41: What's your imagination of a "perfect date"? - Steak for dinner, Mario Party 6, then cuddles and anime until we fall asleep. In that order.
42: Have you ever read "Romeo & Juliet"? - For English class. Least romantic story ever.
43: What's more important: Your partner or your friends? - A good partner will never make you choose between the two. 
44: Would you consider yourself "romantic"? - Oh, definitely. I'm a hopeless romantic, and frankly a bit love-obsessed, if only because I'm lonely.
45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends? - Maybe?
46: Have you ever been "friendzoned"? - I think so? Maybe in high school, but I honestly don't remember. xD
47: Which "famous couple" is your favorite? - Shit, famous couples divorce so often they aren't reliable role models on that front. 
48: What's your favorite love song? - I don't listen to a lot of love songs, but some songs that really hit me are
Blue by Beyoncé (it's about her daughter but it expresses a very pure kind of love)
January Wedding by The Avett Brothers
49: Have you ever broken someone's heart? - Yes 
50: If you're single, why do you think you are? - Because I am difficult to understand, highly emotional, and a bit strange.
51: Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice guy? - Poor but nice guy, and I'll make my own money.
52: Are you good at giving other people advices regarding dating/ relationships? - I've been told so, but my advice tends to be heavily driven by ideals.
53: Are you jealous of couples when you're single? - A little. I just don't want to be lonely anymore.
54: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)? - Not important at all? I get my friends and family wanting to know but I think the idea of a relationship being "official" is a bit arbitrary.
55: Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"? - Not jealous or clingy, but definitely overly attached. And like I said I do get lonely easily and I often need reassurance that I am in fact loved.
56: Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship? - Not intentionally.
57: Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart? - I know what it's like to want to die after a breakup, because it feels like part of you has already died. It hurts so much. Those feelings aren't silly, they're understandable. But acting on them, now that's unwise. If I had acted on my feelings at them time, I wouldn't be able to move forward like I am now.
58: Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship? - Relationships are about partnership, not domination and submission.
59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary? - No 
60: What's your opinion on open relationships? - Consent is everything, but there's even more to it. You should only consent to an open relationship if you feel genuinely okay with it, not to satisfy what you think your partner wants. You know what? Fuck, Imma tell a story. My ex never felt good enough for me, whom he idolized, a fact that kept him distant from me for our entire relationship and kept me emotionally unsatisfied. He would do anything for me, get anything for me, but what he never seemed to get was that I only ever wanted him. That was it. I loved him, and all I wanted was him. But he stayed distant from me anyway. I was lonely, and when I talked to him about this, rather than try to change his behavior, he would just encourage me to seek solace in another partner. It hurt me a lot when he said this. Once again, invalidating how much I loved him. After a while that hurt turned to resentment, and when the opportunity presented itself I made a split-second decision to avail myself of his offer. I was at my wit's end, desperate, and this was my last way of calling out to him that I needed him. I let him know before I did anything, got permission, he told me to have fun. And so I did, I'll admit. I love having sex, and I think viewing that as dirty is a very immature way of seeing adult relationships. ANYWAY, a few days later he was standing on a bridge about to pour a quart of bleach down his throat because he felt "abandoned." :') Abandoned by someone whom he told to abandon him, by someone who had endured long-distance, and neglect, and a number of things wrong in our relationship for the sake of love, because I always saw him as worth it even while I was being hurt. But was it my fault? Maybe, but if he had been honest and obliged his own feelings, if only had put as much effort into making me feel loved as he did into trying to push me away, then I probably would have NEVER wanted to sleep with someone else in the first place.
61: Who's more important: Your partner or your family? - Good family doesn't make you choose, and a good partner doesn't make you choose.
62: How do you define "cheating"? - Basically if you have lie about it, it's cheating.
63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate? - This will differ from couple to couple. But once again, a good test is whether you feel the need to lie about it. If you do, you probably shouldn't be doing it.
64: Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated? - The marketing is, but showing someone you appreciate them will never be overrated. 
65: Would you consider yourself a "cuddler"? - Oh yeah. Big time. I'll cuddle all day. I'll snuggle right up and stay there until you make me move.
I really wish my stories didn't just disappear into the void within a week of publication. I've been on a brief writing hiatus, but I wish that didn't mean also taking a feedback hiatus. I really want to work on improving myself, so likewise I also want to think of more ways to get my work out there so I can get more meaningful comments. I really don't like fanfiction.net's user interface, and dA just swallows works into a void apparently. Things show up in your notifications, and then they're gone. Even with tagging, old works by any artist, not just me, are difficult to discover unless they get a stupid amount of notes. So what's a girl to do?
Questions from absurd-creature

1. What's your favorite type of chocolate?
Milk chocolate

2. Favorite plant?
Southern magnolia tree

3. Dwarves, Elves, or Halflings?
Elves

4. Celtic, Greek, or Egyptian mythology?
Greek

5. Historical Fiction or Urban Fantasy?
Yes

6. Do you like hi-bit graphics/pixel art in general? (read about it here: dpadstudio.com/Blog/postHibit.…)
Yeah, they purty! :D

7. Western-style RPG or JRPG?
Definitely JRPGs. Nintendo owns my soul.

8. Synth or Classical?
Classical

9. How do you feel about "The Chosen One" archetype?
It's a case-by-case sort of thing. I didn't mind it so much in Harry Potter where it wasn't all chalked up to some flimsy concept like "destiny" and the character in question was otherwise a normal human. I don't know, as much as archetypes make for good story-telling, I tend to not get as invested in series that use them heavily unless I come to see the character outside their archetype.

10. How about the "Designated Evil" trope? (in a story, you can immediately tell that a character is evil if they exhibit this trope. They sorta just look evil, even if everyone's oblivious to the fact that they are except the audience.)
Kind of the same thing as before. I tend to be a harsher critic of villains in general just because they are so much more difficult to construct. 

11. Favorite cat breed?
Ragdolls. They flop.

12. If you could invite any fictional character over for tea, who would it be? Why? What would happen?
I'd invite Princess Peach over and have a good bitchfest about mediocre males, then take her out clubbing and just in general have a girl's night. Why? I just feel like Peach puts up with a lot of shit between having Bowser kidnap her every few weeks, most recently literally almost forcing her to marry him, and then frickin' Mario still won't pop the damn question. The way Peach has come into her own in recent games really shows that she's not useless at all, she's just very patient and tolerant, and is probably conditioned into just letting life happen to her. She probably needs a good night out to just have fun, stick her middle fingers up and all that. Oh, and Daisy can come too.

I already tagged people with my own questions before, so I see no need to do so again. =)

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Of course :D Keep up the good work
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Thank you for the fave.
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No problem, your poem really hath me shooketh! :D
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I 'preciate it, bruh. lol
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I don't have time to be waging war on bad writing. I know that the large volume of trash writing out there really gives fanfics in general a bad rep, but I'd much rather help people blossom creatively than follow a set of rules and guidelines. Organized attempts to accomplish specific goals are just very unattractive to me. I'd rather help by giving feedback to individual writers. Besides, there's always going to be disagreement over what constitutes a badfic. For example, many would consider some of my works badfics because I creatively interpret the canon. But hell, as I've already stated, I value creativity and freedom over rules and consistency. It's just a value difference. But overall writing should be fun and expressive, and I find any kind of community efforts on regulation to be a hindrance to that. Could be helpful, but I personally don't like it.
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Yeah, I'd have to agree with you on that. It's honestly pretty ridiculous to think that you can really change people by basically bullying them and picking through their work. But I don't think you understand the main purpose of this sort of thing. Creativity and expression are great things, but there's a limit to where you can take it without hurting people. And I don't just mean insulting or scaring them. These types of people are probably hurt by "badfic." To see something they love basically put through a meat grinder to suit someone's "artistic freedom" is honestly pretty horrifying. So they get upset and write their way to revenge. 

And that's where we differ. Do you know why so many people complain about fanfiction? It's not because of the bad spelling or grammar. It's because it breaks their interpretation of canon. Although people do whine about, say, Sans fangirls having horrible art, there's plenty of people out there that they don't complain about who have original amateurish art. It's because they love Undertale and they don't want to see one of their favorite characters butchered. 

There's where I draw the line. I love creativity, openness, and artistic expression, but I cannot excuse people meddling with the very essence of a character just to suit their ideas. I understand filling in the blanks for some things that aren't discussed, and I understand meddling around with things that aren't set in stone but flipping the creators off like that...it ticks me off.
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I see where you're coming from with that, but I do like to take a more compassionate stance on it. I think the words "their interpretation of canon" are pretty key here. As much as it shakes me when I see art or read fanfics that conflict with my interpretation of canon, or even with my headcanons, as the Links within my heart are more important to me than can honestly be justified, I do try to remember that other people probably feel the same thing when they read my works. It really just has to come down to if you agree with it, please enjoy, if not, then disregard. When interpreting my characters I do try to be respectful of the creators, but with certain franchises I do have personal conflict with it. I pretty much worship Miyamoto, but he does intentionally design his characters as tropes and instead focuses on great gameplay, a recipe that has made Nintendo extraordinarily successful and deservingly so. The joy I get out of writing is taking these tropes, like "Link, the fearless hero," and making them more human, more individual. He's always going to be the hero to me, but I like to give him more of a heart. And writing within romance, well, I can go on a good rant about how people getting their panties in a wad because I interpret "canonically cishet characters" (even though the games never say a damn thing about their sex, gender, or sexuality) as being LGBT+. That's a case where I'm just like dude, I don't associate myself with the "slash" label because I think it's very offensive to fetishize LGBT+ relationships, but if you don't wanna read about gay Links then you're in the wrong place. Or people who are fucking rabid about Zelink being "canon" because Miyamoto supports the ship, and again I'm like he supports it, but it's still not written as canon, and again he probably supports his ship as the characters he created. His original creations and my interpretation of those creations are not the same thing. But what it comes down to is that people shouldn't tell other writers what they can and cannot write about. If you see something as butchering a beloved character, I see how that can be disturbing, but simply disregarding works that don't appeal to you is any easy matter. In the meantime, I'm not going to tell anybody that they can't have fun creating the worlds they want, bringing to life the ideas in their head, and building a dream world for themselves. After all, I'm doing the same thing in my own way.
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